my broken wings

[طعومة jed]

my broken wings

Help me mend my broken wings,

Help me fix this life,
Lord, help me fly,
And return to the sky,
Before my soul burns out and dies.

I'm incomplete,
And lost in denial,
I was testing myself,
This was only a trial.
I soared and i fell,
Now i'm broken down,
I can't conceal this open frown.

After failing so harshly,
I've lost that one power,
Time goes much slower,
Minutes pass more like hours.

I'm weak,
And unearthly,
I'm yearning to mend,
To fly and be free,
I'm calling out for help.
I don't know what i should do,
So i'm turning to you.

Won't somebody help me,
I can't get through this alone,
My wings are both broken,
They need to be sewn.
My heartbeat has suffered,
It can barely function anymore,
I need to get through this,
But i can't grasp the door.

My heartbeats are empty,
Hollow and cold,
Lonely and lost,
Nothing to behold.

Losing reality,
Lying here on the floor,
Nobody to be there,
I don't understand anymore.
I'm so surrounded,
And deathlyy afraid,
Yet nobody's here,
To watch this dramatic charade.

Suffacated by untruths,
Down here on earth,
I need my wings,
To escape, fly and soar.
I miss all the freeness,
And my soul being alive,
Without my wings,
I cannot survive